Okay, I admit it. It’s been about three days since I’ve spent time in the Word. Sadly, I know why. It’s because I want pie. I just want to justify eating crap. And the Bible will not let me do that. So in my rebellion, I’ve chosen to avoid the Truth that will pierce my heart, so I can blissfully enjoy ignorance and sin.
I’ve had more carbs than I should have had, y’all. I’ve had thanksgiving leftovers at least thrice now. I’ve rationalized eating carbs by telling myself that I will work it off. But I know that you cannot out run a bad diet. I know that. I’m absolutely powerless in the sight of all of this sugary (carby) food. I need Jesus. Seriously. Pray for me. Really. I hope to change my attitude, soon. I must fight. And I just don’t want to. I don’t.